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February 17th, 2007

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2/17/07 08:16 pm
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No Doubt - Everything In Time (los Angeles) Lyrics She asked how we are She asked If I was all weird again And of course I am But I'm trying really hard So I lied to her And I was wearing this prisoner face So deep inside she had to know Once again I've lost control

For everything, there is a reason Everything, I hope in time, will come

Lying in your bed I am a refugee you try to love But the love that he killed Keeps coming back and haunting me Am I wasting all of your time And all my cute days on regrets? Is it healthy that we met?

Everything always in time will show Then we will know it will show Everything always in time will come

Is it wrong holding in on too much? To my best friend, my faded lover? Who knows?

Cinderella Hope And it's all because he made me laugh Coincidence or fate Running towards a catastrophe Save me

Everything always in time is gone It'll be gone, we'll be gone Everything always in time will come Oh it will come, it will come For everything there is a reason I believe for everything there is a reason And everything always in time will come
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December 7th, 2006

how licks to the centre of a smashed soul?

12/7/06 10:03 pm
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OK biig feildtrip yesterday. To second city improv in toronto. Shopping, workshops, fun.
At the evening part there was a dinner at gretzkeys but i will get to that in a second.
Earlier in the day, in class, it was Luke Stevens birthday. This young man is a talented filmaker, and general beautiful mind. When it came to francis turn, -franci is the most beautiful face and body to grace this planet- she said that she thinks he has a very handsome face and if he was taller shed make out with him. Forward frank, very forward dear. Later, at gretzkeys, she gave him a -birthday kiss-. All my friends saw it happen. So i grab cody by the shirt and say oh if ur fuckin me il hit you and yea everyone but me saw it. i guess if i had of seen it it would have hut more. What better way to let the person who loves you know you dont like them better than to kiss someone random. Why shouldnt i be happy? The most beautiful face in the world paired with the most beautiful mind. I dont feel anything. i dont know if thats a good sign or not. it doesnt urt i think the whole calss is sharing my initial reaction of shock to the event. good luck you two..use protection -places swat team outside bedroom door for them- XD
  • Current Music: everything-bif naked
  • Current Mood: surprised
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November 6th, 2006

AYEHEHEE

11/6/06 04:31 am
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good news guys. I HIT WHISTLE REGISTER TODAYYYYY. That thing mariah and christina can do. It took me a couple months. Cant wait to use it in one of my songs.
  • Current Music: Emotions-Mariah
  • Current Mood: bouncy
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November 2nd, 2006

HA

11/2/06 03:26 pm
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I TELL YA GIRLS WANTIN TO MESS WITH ME AND SHES JUST A LITTLE GIRL! i really dont need this shit right now. my best advice for this ingenoue, this upstart would be to choose her battles. Im already in sneaky conflict with kyla. i dont need little chelsea flexingher non existant bravado. She lost me one of my best friends at a time when i needed her most. for this i will have disdain towards her but not hate i try not to carry hate zero units of hate in stock here, but a bit of a mental mindfuck can be nice. I dont need the ice queens little quips right now i really dont so i will swat her off like a little fly. it all started when i said i had as much right to talk to robin as she did and commented on her brain herpes. again, choose your battles little chelsea.
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October 30th, 2006

Ok

10/30/06 06:31 pm
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Right then, im out. It was funny. I was so deep in the closet that i was finding my christmas presants. I didnt want to go anywhere today so i just stayed in bed. Too afraid of the girl I like.
My friend told one of her friends that I like this girl. The friend then proceded to tell her the 'Good News". Now she will be all awkward around me. I really want to know that shes going to be ok with me. Don't know if my life is ready for an out me. I have had so many relationships with guys, so many male friends. And im afraid i may have hurt a guy who liked me by telling him. Classification? something called a lipstick lesbian. It means i love being a girl but love other girls who like being girls, something like that. Dont know if franci would be butch or femme. I'd say femme. What would it matter now? That name wont stop playing over in my head. Francesca Pauline Kabisch. The first time i met her..Never had I seen someone so cool. Shes from germany. She wears all of these..eclectic clothes and she like art films, photography, painting, drawing and music. She also does rythmic stuff. I'm absolutley anamoured of her. She hangs out wuth these girls i dont get along with. I'm afraid maybe they've poisened her agaisnt me.
Were we ever meant to be friends in the first place? Probably not.That doesnt stop me from liking her and it really hurts. In time it will blow over, probably after she goes back to germany. But i will still get that shocked/fire feeling whenever i see her. When i first met her, i thought she was a boy. What gave it away was her voice and her hands. Of course when i saw her wear feminine stuff yea i kinda clued in then too. But what does any of it matter nothing will come of it.
I have put out a personals add looking for girls in my area, doubt there is any. I may have to wait until i move, but i can be optimistic.
  • Current Location: Home
  • Current Music: Mindless self-indulgence-Bed of Roses
  • Current Mood: blank
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January 31st, 2006

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1/31/06 03:28 pm
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http://lexusine.candyandrazorblades.net/eating/case.html

make sure u see the pictures too

catution, if you are easily disturbed dunt read it.
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January 18th, 2006

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1/18/06 03:18 pm
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Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jeff!

  1. Jeff can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.
  2. Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of jeff.
  3. Jeff can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
  4. In the 1600s, tobacco was frequently prescribed to treat headaches, bad breath and jeff!
  5. The smelly fluid secreted by skunks is colloquially known as jeff.
  6. Jeff can use only about ten percent of his brain.
  7. Scientists have discovered that jeff can smell the presence of autism in children!
  8. The horns of jeff are made entirely from hair!
  9. A jeffometer is used to measure jeff.
  10. Jeff can clean his ears with his tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long!
I am interested in - do tell me about


I tell ya if the tounge matched the pants maus thered be no problem! XDDD

been a while since i updated, sorry bout that. its been a busy 4 months really. Working, Jeffing (xD)
mothering, spanking..lawl... mostly working. Got married. Maybe i rushed that a little. NAH
went to canmore, i HATE skiing. but i did enjoy the mountains. went to go see a few good bands, not popular ones mind.
  • Current Music: greener pastures-no doubt
  • Current Mood: artistic
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September 7th, 2005

ouchie pops

9/7/05 10:49 pm
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Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous or boastful! It does NOT insist on having its
own way! That verse does not ring true for me. Love is ouchful, love is vain! Everything i do for him! on my knees, in my face, my hands every bit of myself i use to show i love him and what does he say? he says.. i think we should just kiss and cuddle. YEA IF YOUR A NUN. He doesnt appreciate any of it. Often times i am led to believe i am not good enough in some way. Like..im too fat, or ugly(or tall). Always he saying.."I love you" I say it back. and i mean it! I just dont know what i can do to show it. Whenever he brings up my means of affection as a negative, i am left feeling like a dirty whore with no purpose. Hes a man. Men hurt. Even if they dont know it, they drop the occasional bomb. Instead of writhing in pain, your often saying what the fuck then u realise the third degree burns and limbs gone and you realise OUCH WHAT YOU SAY!!. You dont even expect it either. Youll just be happily talking to your beloved and alofasudden.. something ouchiful will be said and it sours you, it poisons you. And it hurts because you love him so much and your left wondering, hey, what the sam hell did i do? And often, they will say the same. Some men just dont know what hurts a woman. My man, is a cynic. I dont know much about them but i know they are not very in tune with emotion. So when i cant sleep, in pure confused agony, he has no idea hes done anything wrong until i tell him. Apon telling him, he gets all sad and then HE feels worthless and all we can do is drop it. It never really gets figured out. But, Love is confused, love is blind.
  • Current Music: Miss you-Blink 182
  • Current Mood: lovebitten
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August 25th, 2005

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8/25/05 12:08 pm
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i like jeans. jeanzie jeanz jeanz..ae jeanz.... i like jeff, jeffie jeff jeff...
i also like poutine..yep..and guinea pigs..and...well iunno. i just havent updated for a while so im looking for something to write about. no idea so il just take a bunch of quizzes and post em

Take the quiz: "What sex dessert are you? *PICS*"

strawberries
your classy...you like it nice...but simple...you know just what you want, where you want it...IN YOUR CHAMPAGNE!

Take the quiz: "Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~"

I wanna be sedated By;Ramones
You liked being stoned or drunk or drugged up...you wish you could be sleeping all the time...Thats how you get away from all the many problems that you have...and wish you did'nt. Don't worry though your life will get better.
OH FUCK OFF NOT ALL THE TIME MY LIFE IS FINE YA CUNT XD( i dont do dwugs)


Take the quiz: "Which celebrity beauty are you? (Pix)"

Cameron Diaz
You are the fun beauty! You are or were a class clown. Your look really reflects your attitude. You keep things simple but really fun.

and there you have it.
  • Current Music: what would you do-city high
  • Current Mood: chipper
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August 17th, 2005

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8/17/05 12:35 am
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Ok so we got it sorted out. we went to the movie it was fukin hilarious. aFTER IT WE WENT TO HIS PLACE AND WE MADED OUT. THEN I TOUCH HIS HOT STAIK AND IT WAS HOT.
  • Current Music: mellow yellow-Donovan
  • Current Mood: complacent
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August 14th, 2005

crash

8/14/05 05:08 pm
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Going to see wedding crashers with chuckle mancer tomorrow. There is another woman occupying his thoughts.
Charelene Scott, an artist. I admire her work and i think shes a great person. He says they are just friends and she never loved him. I dont believe that for a minute. if two people are meant to be together, nothing is going to stop them. I told him this and he elected to stay with me. Thats nice but i cant help thinking he loves her and it hurts
  • Current Music: Satellites-Cherry Monroe
  • Current Mood: crappy
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July 29th, 2005

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7/29/05 10:00 pm
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id=735">"Which God or Goddess are you?"
</a>
God of Beautiful Death
Elegant, regal, and beautiful. You accept death for what it is, and unavoidable part of life. You often feel higher than others, more mature or sane, and tend to wear dresses and skirts if your a girl, or collared shirts if you're a boy. You bring those who have died a peaceful death to their resting place.

Oh isnt that pleasent?

Take the quiz: "What that 70s show character are you?"

Jakie
You are Jakie. Extreamly concieded , and you think everyone loves you

OHH I DONT THINK THEY DO.. I KNOW THEY DO!!

Take the quiz: "Who are you in South Park"

Cartman
You are Cartman! You love Mel Gibson. You have a way of making your friends feel bad. oh yea and your moms a hooker

AHRR! >.< MAI MAWM IS NAWT A HOOKER!! DAMN IT KYLE >.
  • Current Music: the rest of my life-Sloan
  • Current Mood: amused
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July 27th, 2005

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7/27/05 04:54 pm
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Jack Traven
You are Jack Traven. You're an action person, not a
thinker, or a talker, or an actor. Fortunately
you live and work in Hollywood. Pop quiz, hot
shot: Who made Sandra Bullock a star? You did,
you big stud. Sure she's beautiful and talented
anyway, but next to you she's like Meryl
Streep! You are unconventional. The average
person wouldn't follow up, "Don't
panic," with, "There's a bomb on this
bus." Hah! Most people aren't Jack Traven.
You appear to be calm under intense pressure
but this is an illusion. Your senses are dull
and you are completely unaware of your
surroundings, and unable to logically calculate
the consequences of a given action. The fact
that an elephant will go airborne before a bus
will is totally lost on you. Fortunately you
live and work in Hollywood.


Which Keanu Reeves character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
yep, that be nunu in a nutshell. But in real life, hes not really all that actorish. Hes witty, quiet, and very handsome. Id be pleased to have him in our establishment again
  • Current Music: where have all the cowboys gone-Paula Cole
  • Current Mood: cheerful
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July 25th, 2005

HES EVERYWHERE

7/25/05 08:45 pm
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Hung out with jeff today. Crazy about him..watched half baked and snuggled. At the video store, it seemed everywhere i looked i saw keanu reeves. Jerff was able to remedy that by covering my eyes while he picked out a movie. Hes really very much a gentlemen and i do hope i stay with him for a while.
Take the quiz: "Are You In Love?"

You are meant for each other!
CONGRATS! YOU TWO ARE PERFECT...YOUR PARENTS LOVE HIM/HER UR FRIENDS LOVE HIM/HER. LIFE MUST B GREAT HUH??

YAYY typical tho really
  • Current Music: Hey ya-Outkast
  • Current Mood: bouncy
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July 11th, 2005

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7/11/05 01:22 am
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Poison Girl//<3/: What's up?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: -Shrugs-
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Nothing really.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: <<
Poison Girl//<3/: Exciting.
Poison Girl//<3/: LOL
Poison Girl//<3/: That's awesome.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: >:D
Poison Girl//<3/: hehe
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Brb i want some chocolate milk >D
Poison Girl//<3/: I had some earlier <3
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: ahh,,
Poison Girl//<3/: What?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Good stuff :3
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
Poison Girl//<3/: <4
Poison Girl//<3/: <3**
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Meh.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i really do need to come into a relationship
Poison Girl//<3/: aww
Poison Girl//<3/: *hug*
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: muahahahahaha
Poison Girl//<3/: Hope you find a good one
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Me too c c
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: <.<
Poison Girl//<3/: Moya, Ashley's busy right now..
Poison Girl//<3/: It'll probably be a while 'fore she comes back.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.>
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: yep.
Poison Girl//<3/: In case you're wondering.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.> mhm
Poison Girl//<3/: *yawns* I really should peel myself away from the comp..
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: are u sticking to it?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: -Flares up a cig- I'll be on for awhile ; ;
Poison Girl//<3/: I'm just.. sort of.. waiting cuz I wanted to say goodnight to Ashie-chan.
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: insomnia
Poison Girl//<3/: Yea, I'm not sure if I'll go to sleep..
Poison Girl//<3/: I wanna get up around..
Poison Girl//<3/: 5:30
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i havent slept in 3 days >D
Poison Girl//<3/: o.o
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: omg get some sleep
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: I might.
Poison Girl//<3/: Really bad insomnia?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: yessim.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: i cant sleep unles the kids are sleeping and they rarley sleep moire that 6 hours
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i've really gotta go see The Fantastic 4
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >>>>>.>> <.< none of your avs are showing up
Poison Girl//<3/: We're using px and Pchat
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: ohh ok
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: well..
Poison Girl//<3/: Sunday
Poison Girl//<3/: What client are you using?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: I'm trying to find my pchat
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
_Kenshin _Himura_: >>
_Kenshin _Himura_: Now i just need an av xD
Poison Girl//<3/: schwee
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.> teh dani caek
Poison Girl//<3/:
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Poison Girl//<3/: What's up?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: -Shrugs-
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Nothing really.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: <<
Poison Girl//<3/: Exciting.
Poison Girl//<3/: LOL
Poison Girl//<3/: That's awesome.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: >:D
Poison Girl//<3/: hehe
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Brb i want some chocolate milk >D
Poison Girl//<3/: I had some earlier <3
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: ahh,,
Poison Girl//<3/: What?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Good stuff :3
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
Poison Girl//<3/: <4
Poison Girl//<3/: <3**
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Meh.
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i really do need to come into a relationship
Poison Girl//<3/: aww
Poison Girl//<3/: *hug*
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: muahahahahaha
Poison Girl//<3/: Hope you find a good one
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: Me too c c
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: <.<
Poison Girl//<3/: Moya, Ashley's busy right now..
Poison Girl//<3/: It'll probably be a while 'fore she comes back.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.>
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: yep.
Poison Girl//<3/: In case you're wondering.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.> mhm
Poison Girl//<3/: *yawns* I really should peel myself away from the comp..
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: are u sticking to it?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: -Flares up a cig- I'll be on for awhile ; ;
Poison Girl//<3/: I'm just.. sort of.. waiting cuz I wanted to say goodnight to Ashie-chan.
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: insomnia
Poison Girl//<3/: Yea, I'm not sure if I'll go to sleep..
Poison Girl//<3/: I wanna get up around..
Poison Girl//<3/: 5:30
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i havent slept in 3 days >D
Poison Girl//<3/: o.o
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: omg get some sleep
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: I might.
Poison Girl//<3/: Really bad insomnia?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: yessim.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: i cant sleep unles the kids are sleeping and they rarley sleep moire that 6 hours
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: i've really gotta go see The Fantastic 4
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >>>>>.>> <.< none of your avs are showing up
Poison Girl//<3/: We're using px and Pchat
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: ohh ok
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: well..
Poison Girl//<3/: Sunday
Poison Girl//<3/: What client are you using?
Black Sunday[Dark Days]: I'm trying to find my pchat
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
_Kenshin _Himura_: >>
_Kenshin _Himura_: Now i just need an av xD
Poison Girl//<3/: schwee
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.> teh dani caek
Poison Girl//<3/: <_<
Poison Girl//<3/: huh? lol
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: everyone gets a caek.. had to make u one too
Poison Girl//<3/: lol, hi, kenshin
Poison Girl//<3/: o.o I thought you didn't like me <_<
Poison Girl//<3/: ;/
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: >.> im still deciding that
Poison Girl//<3/: ...I'm nice
Poison Girl//<3/: if you give me a chance..
Poison Girl//<3/: o.o
Poison Girl//<3/: hi there
_Kenshin _Himura_: Sorry,.
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: you seem nice enough but i wont tolerate it if you hurt mike
Poison Girl//<3/: O
Poison Girl//<3/: I'm not gonna hurt mike..
Merisua~vaya con dios brah!~: alright. >.>-huggles-
Poison Girl//<3/: <_< *hugs*
Poison Girl//<3/: I know Jinx is one of your best friends but.. like, he hurt me too..
Poison Girl//<3/: Just can't base your opinions all on
Poison Girl//<3/: one relationship I was in
Poison Girl//<3/: this one's completely different
Comic Party//<3/: :thank you meri, but you will never have to worry about that.
Poison Girl//<3/: >_>
Poison Girl//<3/: *snuggle*
Comic Party//<3/: :-cuddle-
Poison Girl//<3/: <3 I dig you. >_>
Poison Girl//<3/: lol
Poison Girl//<3/: MK's rad.
Comic Party//<3/: :rawrrr hehe <3

Conflict resolved. Strangley enough i think good friends we shall be. Il leave it to Mike to see if this is a good thing or not. Maybe it wont be as bad as i think. Ive just seen him hurt before. (by the way it was a pink and yellow cake ^.^)
  • Current Music: none yet
  • Current Mood: complacent
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July 10th, 2005

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7/10/05 02:48 pm
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Poison Girl//<3/: *goes off to shower and takes Ashley with her*
Ingoª: I LOVE YOU BOTH< GROP HUG>
Ingoª: lol
Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~: AHHH
Poison Girl//<3/: Muhahahha
Comic Party//<3/: : :O HEAVEN
Poison Girl//<3/: bbl
* Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~ * thats a scary thought
Poison Girl//<3/: a te ehee
Comic Party//<3/: :mm oki sweetie -sneaks into shower with both of them <.>
Poison Girl//<3/: Terrible <3
Comic Party//<3/: : xD
* Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~ * -SNORT- is there any room left after she gets in>
.Onigiri Hime.: I'll brb!
* .Onigiri Hime. * Hmm?
* Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~ * i really dun liek her..
* .Onigiri Hime. * I'll brb, I need to shower before I die.
* .Onigiri Hime. * Ohsies =/
Ingoª: ;o
Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~: -mauses-
POKEMON:
POKEMON:
POKEMON:
Merisua~THIS AR NOT GEWD~: aQUIT TALKING AND MOVING



Supposing she reads this..il get it from her definetly but i dont give a shit. I realize ive had it in for her for a while, but now that i actually see her on palace, I JUST CANT RESIST MAKING HER MISERABLE XD. she moves from one good friend of mine to another...Now mikes gonna get heffalump sized bruises and be hurted..well..i pity him..aBUT I WILL STILL HAVE FUN AT HER EXPENSE ETERNALLY XDXDXD
  • Current Music: Beverly Hills-Weezer
  • Current Mood: amused
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